A series of incomplete thoughts

I blog and write and edit and create because if I don't create, I become stagnant. Even if the thing I'm creating is bad or terrible or cool, it's an extension of what I want to say or what I can't say with words. But. I'm a creative who gets scared to share my work with people, even if I know it's good. I often hold back on my words or input, and try to spend my time listening and learning, but that's not always a good way to be if I don't share as well. // Overall I think that I'm scared that people will like my work (and possibly relate to it)? which is wild to me and I should probably spend more time fleshing out...

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 In the search of what ever societal marker we're trying to reach, of fame, capital, etc. (likely in order to survive)// We can't forget the collective and we can't forget community. Within society and what it values, it is easy to find the inhumane and contradictory, to find that most people accept things as they are and feel those who don't accept these things are being disruptive. But we all should be disruptive, and we all should ask questions and not accept things as they are just because that's the way they've always been. We all have a responsibility to each other, and I myself try to remember this when I become increasingly introverted and start acting like a loner, as it's my second favorite state of being.